So you clicked this blog because you're wondering what the heck a leather crafter has to say about mental health, right? Hi, I’m Todd the founder and chief knucklehead of Clever Supply Co., I make all your Camera Straps and can provide you with worst Dad jokes at any time.
I know it’s probably a weird topic to associate business with, and maybe that’s the point. I do not see many conversations like this in the maker community, and I wonder why. Maybe it’s because we all have our sh*t together? Or perhaps the immediate community I’m connected to is predominately male, and talking about mental health is synonymous with admitting weakness? Or maybe it’s being talked about in this community, but not publicly, which is definitely fine. Or perhaps I’m just missing it all and should shut up! 😉
For me, I have experienced real depression and anxiety while running this business. Sometimes it’s felt closely linked to the business, other times that’s not been the case. I’ve thought about quitting this thing multiple times, and have been plagued with “imposter syndrome” thoughts, like how I’ll never be the best at my craft in any category.
I've wondered if there is anyone else that feels that way or similar at times? If you want in on a little secret, I'm not the only one. But maybe you’re nodding your head thinking “I’ve been there” or even “That sounds like me now!”.
If so, maybe this can be the reminder we all need at times, that you’re not alone out there.
I don’t have the answers, but I have found I’m more likely to get closer to clarity when I’m in a relationship with people in my life. I’m grateful for my wife, family, and great friends that make this beautiful messy life what it is, a gift.
While I think we need more conversations like this in all public environments, I realize that not everyone wants or needs it. This I guess is just an attempt to push against the tyranny and pressure of the curated life that is far too often just smoke and mirrors. A step towards me accepting something I’m not exactly proud of, and hoping it can encourage someone else to do the same.